sick & exhausted

Yesterday..
I feel so sad of everything ..
But I still thanksful to God..
For whatever come along my life now..

I might be lucky from others in different way..

Last night I call home..
Talk to mom, dad & tutut...boy was busy preparing teaching material for his student...

Daddy give me a light joke..
"wek, dah trima'?" hmmm.. yeah I told dad.
"nda ngirum ka apak ..sponsor apak kah?" (daddy laught..ehehe) arrr.. I reply I didn't see my money dad.
and again daddy spoken.. :'hmmmm.. nda patut nda ulih melanja apak, gaji 2X indah ulih ngirum ka nuan.."
arrrrrrrrhhhhhhh.. I'm so blur.. speachless...

I told daddy I still hv 2K MRP.. and daddy start wondering why so much..?
and... started compare my course fees with boy...
Of coz, boy's fee is much more cheaper than mine.. :-(

-ahh batal niat ka minta support-

When I talked to mom..
Mami sounds cool.. relax.. hmmm.. good to hear mom's voice.
Now n then I realize that I should follow B advise...
Call..talk to mom whenever you feel in sorrow..
All this while.. I kept it for myself too Much..
Didn't turned to them when I'm in trouble.

I just don't wanna see them worry away from Niah..
Some more don't want 'add' problem in their mind..

That is how I walk alone my life..
Moving and keep on Moving ..
and I dont know until which moment I could stop..

Thanks mom.. well a mother is a mother Queen of my heart.
Her voice like an angel..cure my heart.
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Sick & Exhausted