will never forget

I send her a message..
Her reply......was getting me shock..

I believe she was a nice young girl..
Briliant... Missionable person. and think widely..

I dont expect her to give me a good response to me..
but.. she does.

I was supprised to read her message.. "crying in my heart"
We do have some same opinion in certain issues.

I wish her the best of her future undertaking.
I wish we could be a close friend too.

will remember her...

sick & exhausted

Yesterday..
I feel so sad of everything ..
But I still thanksful to God..
For whatever come along my life now..

I might be lucky from others in different way..

Last night I call home..
Talk to mom, dad & tutut...boy was busy preparing teaching material for his student...

Daddy give me a light joke..
"wek, dah trima'?" hmmm.. yeah I told dad.
"nda ngirum ka apak ..sponsor apak kah?" (daddy laught..ehehe) arrr.. I reply I didn't see my money dad.
and again daddy spoken.. :'hmmmm.. nda patut nda ulih melanja apak, gaji 2X indah ulih ngirum ka nuan.."
arrrrrrrrhhhhhhh.. I'm so blur.. speachless...

I told daddy I still hv 2K MRP.. and daddy start wondering why so much..?
and... started compare my course fees with boy...
Of coz, boy's fee is much more cheaper than mine.. :-(

-ahh batal niat ka minta support-

When I talked to mom..
Mami sounds cool.. relax.. hmmm.. good to hear mom's voice.
Now n then I realize that I should follow B advise...
Call..talk to mom whenever you feel in sorrow..
All this while.. I kept it for myself too Much..
Didn't turned to them when I'm in trouble.

I just don't wanna see them worry away from Niah..
Some more don't want 'add' problem in their mind..

That is how I walk alone my life..
Moving and keep on Moving ..
and I dont know until which moment I could stop..

Thanks mom.. well a mother is a mother Queen of my heart.
Her voice like an angel..cure my heart.
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Sick & Exhausted

The A - Z of Friendship

Accepts you as you are.
Believes in you.
Calls you just to say "hi."
Doesn't give up on you.
Envisions the whole of you (even the unfinished parts).
Forgives your mistakes.
Gives unconditionally.
Helps you.
Invites you over.
Just likes being with you.
Keeps you close at heart.
Loves you for who you are.
Makes a difference in your life.
Never judges you.
Offers support.
Picks you up.
Quiets your fears.
Raises your spirits.
Says nice things about you.
Tells you the truth when you need to hear it.
Understands you.
Values you.
Walks beside you.
X-plains things you don't understand.
Yells when you won't listen.
Zaps you back to reality.

Kelly Clarkson - BeCaUsE oF yOu

Favourite song lyric by Kelly Clarkson.
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BeCaUsE oF yOu

I will not make the same mistakes that you did
I will not let myself Cause my heart so much misery
I will not break the way you did,
You fell so hard
I've learned the hard way
To never let it get that far

Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid

I lose my way
And it's not too long before you point it out
I cannot cry
Because I know that's weakness in your eyes
I'm forced to fake A smile,
a laugh everyday of my life
My heart can't possibly break
When it wasn't even whole to start with

Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid

I watched you die
I heard you cry every night in your sleep
I was so young You should have known better than to lean on me
You never thought of anyone else
You just saw your pain
And now I cry in the middle of the night
For the same damn thing

Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I tried my hardest just to forget everything
Because of you
I don't know how to let anyone else in
Because of you I
'm ashamed of my life because it's empty
Because of you
I am afraid

Because of you
Because of you

I'm back to ekawan

ehehe.. ekawan has a lot changes & interesting features..
back 3 years.. where does all my cyberfriend to reality friend ..?

5dayfund.com

http://5dayfunds.com/?ref=dellyne

This is another online investment I had sign up.

Your Account User: dellyne
Registration Date: Jan-18-2006
Last Access: Jan-18-2006 03:07:39 AM
Account Balance: $10.00
$10.00 of e-gold
Earned Total: $0.00
Active Deposit: $0.00

-My Heart-

I'm back to my blog..
hmmm.. nothing interesting...
still worry & unhappy...
yesterday.. when i reach home... i saw..
my housemate cried.. i was shocked to know she failed 2 subject.
Jesus... I almost cry.. give her warm hug to comfort her..
it was unexpected...

also heard another friend.. dismiss & readdmited..
Fuhhhhhhhhhh...

What is my status then.......? Haven't settle my MRP... not even know my result.
God.. I had done my part... Help me.........

-my heart-